Mood: Still the same...

I feel like suicide!!!!!! big time!!!!! i need help, but still no one there to confide. i feel dead and still no one would care nor understand. Stress, anxiety all i feel 24/7 ill juss brush it off my shoulders and let it eat me inside slowly until i suffer a painful death... O wellz no biggie i feel suicidal everyday not like anyone cares RIGHT? anyways ill wander the streets for a while...

::Random thoughts::

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad & mom or tito & tita.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always has the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge & makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number
                       (cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

 

Friend: will ask where you've been

        (after going AWOL)

Best Friend: will say MISS YOU &

             goes on being your friend

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Friends

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot.

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the ones I won't forget.

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven

And wait for you.

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